Not Just a Cup Of Coffee

I need a cup of coffee
And then we should talk
All the things
That I can't say
Because, baby
I'm not what I used to be
And my mask hurts my heart
Because, baby
I don't even know
What I am now

The sun is not here anymore
And I'm not coming home tonight
Because, baby
I don't even know
Who I am now

Your smile makes me sick
And this cup of coffee is not
What I used to drink
Because, baby
You make me sick

My soul is not here anymore
And my heart is coming out
Can you see what am I now?
I'm not yours anymore
Because, baby

This cup of coffee is not
What I used to take
In my heart